Warning: today's post is not humorous at all.
A few weeks ago, I went to the doctors and had some blood work done. The results came in, and I have a couple health problems that are not life threatening at this point, but I needed to make some lifestyle changes so that they will hopefully self correct. One of these changes is that I must exercise for at least an hour a day.
Now, since it's summer, I do tend to swim a lot, but apparently that isn't enough to make my body decide to do what it needs to do, so I do my best to run/powerwalk each night.
A couple of nights ago, it rained during my outing, and I didn't let it stop me. I had to just keep going, putting one foot in front of the other, to get it done. No matter how strong the rainstorm, or what was lying dead along side the road, I can't let it stop me. Or I could die. Sorry to be so dramatic.
While I was jogging, it dawned on me that this is how I approach life. I just keep getting up every day, doing what needs to be done, filling the roles that no one else wants to have, and I don't let anything stop me. Even when it breaks my spirit, what must be done gets done.
That's what I get for being the "strong one."
Moodiness aside, I am thankful that I have the opportunity to stay home with my babies, and to serve my community in the small ways that I do. I am thankful for all my friends and that I have two healthy and beautiful daughters because things could be much, much worse for me.
So off I go now, to just plod along, hoping for something to inspire me. Maybe an above average mom could be cheerful all the time, but I am truly an Only Average Mom.
Jamie, that was a sad kind of blog. I know we all feel like we have days like that, and your right..we keep going on and on. However, I know that you do alot more then you give yourself credit for. If you need anything, let me know..Just to even talk about the health issues that are arising. Sorry to hear about them.. Take Care of YOU!
ReplyDeleteI warned you that it was not a happy blog! We all have days like this, and I know I am appreciated, but it doesn't always feel like that. Hopefully others will read this and know that they are not alone :)
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